Turning my teenage bully into my personal sex slave

[boiboi97]

My first ever experience with an sg girl was with a girl let's call A...and it was completely unexpected. You see, I had tried very hard to get into the pants of local girls here but failed miserably in my teens, while I found that foreign girls were easier to talk to and also more open to sleeping together. this was my perception, i was later proven wrong, but local girls just seemed a lot more intimidating. anyway i was into older girls such as X, so i frequented bars where more mature ladies in their mid 20s to 30s hang out, and i got lucky with a visiting expat from taiwan who was in her mid 20s, and that's how i popped my cherry finally.

So a bit about A's background, she was 2 years younger than me (because of NS) but she looked quite mature, like the type of ladies that I like. i would describe her looks quite simllar to Meng'er Zhang, down to the face, bod, everything. She was fucking hot to me, but I wasn't really at university to find sg girls, if anything I had been rejected by them for the last few years of my life so I was trying to hunt girls from other nationalities, with varying success. I wasn't the biggest fan of white girls, although some of them were definitely wild in bed. So I didn't really notice A. But she is your typical sg rich girl, went to boarding school overseas, international school friends, only sg thing about her really is her nationality, even her style is closer to ABG/those edm raver girls and her accent is kinda posh.

A and I were studying at a rather prestigous college overseas. it was one of those places a lot of girls like to get a scholarship to go, failing so they try to get in with grades and get their parents to pay the ridiculous school fees. i would say the girl guy ratio is quite good for guys at least in terms of the sg/asian community, since we also study a lot of common modules given asians all study the same stuff, business econs finance law accounting etc. most of the girls are also the studious type so i would make friends with a lot of them so i could borrow their notes and use them for my exams.

I was probably less than 6 months enrolled into college, still in my freshman year. A friend, B, introduced me to A while bragging that he had hooked up with her in the nightclub, but I wasn't really that interested as i was kinda seeing someone at that point.i would continue to bump into her over the next couple of months after our initial introduction, but never really noticed her making eye contact with me.

one fine evening, i headed to a pub to watch football with my friends. i won't actually forget the date because there was a very legendary match that happened that night, i won't reveal which one but it was a big game and one of the most unbelievable matches of football i have ever watched. given the wonderful atmosphere around, i had kept ordering pint after pint and was slightly inebriated with my friends. i looked over to another table and saw a group of singaporeans, mostly couples but i decided to go over and say hi to them for a while. A passed by and also said hi, she didn't really say anything to me.

After the match ended I was quite tipsy, and my group of friends had mostly left to go clubbing. i barely even noticed when A came over and started chatting with me. she had heard from B and other friends in our circles that i had just broken up, made some jokes about cuffing season. i was very in and out of it given my mental + physical state but I just nodded along while completely ignoring her signs of interest (younger guys, don't be a fucking idiot like I am, I swear a lot of the time we are so caught up in our own shit or even simping for other girls we don't notice the pretty girls trying to chat us up)

she somehow convinced me to go to the club with her, just the two of us. she initiated making out a few times in the club but i thought she was drunk and didn't want to take advantage of her (another idiot move, i was way more drunk than her). i also was a bit shy in public, wasnt feeling very comfortable doing anything with her there. anyway a good point to note here bearing my statement above as well is that at this point i am still completely oblivious that A is into me and was making moves on me all night. maybe on a subconscious level, i knew she had hooked up with B before and that was a turn off, as B wasn't a very good looking guy and had BO that all the other singaporeans complained about. I didn't really want to put myself on the same level as B and felt insulted she would try to screw with me after hooking up with B.

After the club we were with a group of her friends, she must have told them what her plans with me were because once we were done with our food (we went to a nearby supper place) they all excused themselves and she convinced me to go back with her to her place as she "wanted to tell me something about my ex".

i was like huh she barely even knows my ex but ok, its like 3 am and im very sleepy so i just wanted to go back to my room and fall asleep. but overall we had quite a fun night and i didn't want to leave her alone, i felt bad for her slightly as she seemed very dispapointed when i told her i wanted to go home, so i agreed to follow her back to her dorm.

when we got back to her dorm, she started asking me questions about my ex relationship and shared a bit of details of her own as well. she had a boyfriend before coming to college, and it was her first, but they had broken up on bad terms so she had set herself a goal of letting herself go wild with guys at college.

A: unfortunately my taste in men is horrible, they are all bad guys
I am slightly dazed, but I try to appear interested and keep up the conversation
B: oh, you mean like B ah(the other guy)
A: no laa wait wtf did B tell you we hooked up? I only gave him a kiss in the night club, and his breath stank, never again
B (relieved): oh, chey, tbh ya when i saw you in the club just now, i was like how the fuck did B manage to pull you sia
A: hahahah, then how about now?
I completely ignored her hint and continued talking about my ex. I guess I was still feeling slightly broken from the breakup.
A: anyway as I was saying...my taste in men is really quite bad la..i keep going for bad boys...but now i think i want a good christian boy
A: you are a good boy right?
B: huh? what? which one do you think I am?
I'm still quite lost at this point
A: what I'm saying dear, is that I want to give myself up to a nice guy, and i think i've found one in my room tonight
I really am a fucking idiot, because at this point I still haven't gotten it.
A is starting to pick up on this and is getting annoyed.
A: I am sitting here on my bed, short of taking my clothes off, while you are sitting at my desk talking about your ex still, are you that dense or are you deliberately trying to turn me off?
B: huh?
A is visibly starting to get more annoyed. as I am starting to sober up, i can also sense she is getting more and more frustrated.
A: damn dude could I make it any more obvious?

before I could say another word, A jumps on top of my lap and starts caressing my neck

[boiboi97]

B: oh what i get it n-
A put a finger on my lips seductively, while still crawling on my lap. even though I was honestly half asleep, my dick started to marikita and she could feel the bulge in my pants as well. fuck! what was happening here?
A: I will reward you if you are good tonight, but so far your performance has been a fucking disappointment. don't say another word, you're ruining it every time you open your mouth.

for some reason, i enjoyed this younger girl telling me off. i obediently complied, and she then used her finger to pull me towards her as our lips embraced for the first of many times that night. i could feel her crotch grinding on mine as we passionately made out in front of the mirror on her desk.

B: wait...not here
A: huh? why, you scared my neighbour hear is it?
B: yep, my neighbour isn't home tonight, let's do this at my place

More about my neighbour another time, but her name is Nina and she is a fucking nymphomaniac. I barely got any in college initially while this crazy girl had like tons of sex in her room on a daily basis. I would usually be woken up in the morning from her moans. also Nina is a loud and proud lesbian, she was captain of the football team (no surprises there) and she had swiss heritage, so was a very attractive kind of european lass. none of the boys made a move on her because we all thought she was a lesbian, but around this time I hooked up with A, a rugby lad I was friends with started to tell me that he was getting it on with her. he knew i was her neighbour so he would send me texts to apologise, and jesus christ, she really was a lot louder getting railed by a guy than the usual action with girls on her football team. it didnt help that both our beds were separated by the thinnest fake wall you can think of, so when she is getting banged, my bed shakes as well. anyway the guy had told me that they wouldn't be home that night, so i could enjoy my peaceful night sleeping with a winky face. i was like lol thanks, but now I had the opportunity to bring A back to mine, and given that Nina never locks her door, I was thinking of risking it to plough A in her bed. the only risk would be getting caught by my other housemates, but we were generally all quite chill with each other then.

i convinced A to come over to my room instead as we would get more relative privacy given my next door neighbour Nina wouldn't be in. she agreed, but first she wanted to apply some makeup (I was like ) and pack up some supplies for staying over at my place (honestly idk why so much effort, she literally lives opposite me in college lmao but ok whatever i think this is a girl thing).

For context I think she looks the same with or without makeup, but here's a rough representation of how she looks like (although quite significantly younger).

She really resembles Meng Er Zhang to a T, maybe even prettier with sweet facial features but apart from her flat chest, her body is so fucking fit and nice. Idk how I didn't really notice her before...I guess college days are really fun because there are so many girls you don't really pay particular attention to just one of them...

After waiting for about 40 minutes for her to shower and get ready my dick went soft alr and tbh, I was going to fall asleep. on the way there, we were holding hands like long lost lovers and the moment we got into my building i pulled her in and we started making out, fumbling down the corridors as we tried to find the way into my room. her lips were fucking soft and she had applied some lipstick on in the bathroom, so she tasted really sweet and

we had like 1-2 hours left before sunrise, and when we got into my room she immediately stripped down to her underwear (she wasn't wearing a bra) and lay down on my bed.

B: wah never even ask for permission to go on my bed you have zero manners, im going to punish you
A: i just showered what, more like ill punish you, whole evening didnt even know i was hitting on you, fucking idiot sia you
B: -speechless-
A: you go shower la, i won't give you any of this *gestures towards her underwear* unless you smell good

For some reason, I liked A telling me what to do so I headed into the shower. but fuck, my building security had turned off the heating at 3 am, so it was fucking freezing. I jokingly yelled at A who was still on my bed outside (I had an en suite) to ask if she would like to join me in the shower. To my surprise, despite having showered earlier, she said ok and jumped right in with me.

The fucking cold water was not exactly a turn on and my dick was going through cycles of hard soft hard soft (bros who experience this know what i mean) It was incredibly difficult to maintain my erection but with her fresh out of shower smell and grinding her body against mine, i managed to maintain a semi erect cock for our rather quick shower as we once against kissed and her lips tasted so fucking good.

once i made sure she was satisfied with my hygiene, i leaned out to grab our towels ( she had brought one along as well ) but then as i turned my head back into the shower, i noticed that she was already in a kneeling position.

B (still somewhat sleepy having just awoken from the cold shower): wtf are you up to
A: you might seriously be the most stupid guy i have ever met. i can't believe you even got into college, are you sure you got near perfect score?
B: eh, I got robbed ok...Econ really screwed me..
A: I WANT TO TASTE YOUR DICK IN MY MOUTH, any objections???
B: No madam

I was slowly starting to enjoy this relationship dynamic. although A was 2 years younger than me, I was really thoroughly infatuated not with the idea of taking her innocence away from her (she really wasn't) but rather being dominated by someone younger than me. I tried to give her more control in our relationship although it turned out to be a purely physical one.

A proceeded to engulf my kkj and although I wasn't too big, she attempted to shove the entire thing down her throat. i was now fully erect, and could tell she was really trying to take all of it in, which was very commendable. i could tell she was quite experienced, as she was swirling her tongue, using whatever little tiny hole in her mouth to ensure the right suction and i was enjoying every second of the action that i was getting. I motioned for her to move into my bedroom as i took my time drying ourselves, she stopped for a moment to quickly put on her underwear.

wait shit, i just noticed that she was completely naked in the shower with me? was i really that fucking stupid? was i too busy enjoying her lips to pay attention to the rest of her body earlier, was i too tired, or am i just a complete idiot?

B: eh take off your underwear leh, i wanna fuck you
A: not so fast soldier. where's your protection?

now i recalled why i had wanted to go back to my room, apart from the fact that i wanted some sense of control of the situation and didn't feel too comfortable being at her place (she lived in the same building as my ex). but to my horror i remembered that said ex had basically emptied my entire condom supply, and so I was only left with some of the free condoms that the school was handing out, it would be in the common area that i shared with my housemates.

i excused myself to head out only to find that our shared condom supply was fucking empty. help la. must have been nina and her fb , knn they really like fucking rabbits all the time. I returned with my tail between my legs, and broke the news to A.

A: ok then. no condom, no fuck. i don't make the rules

The way A had been talking to me all evening was really turning me on and I was discovering a new kink. I liked it especially when smaller/younger girls try to tell me what to do, and have some sense of control, only for me to flip it onto them later on, it's purely a power play thing but i love it, so, kinky stuff.

B: haaarh, bummer. sad sia i was getting really excited to rail you in my neighbour's bed.
A: lol wtf you so kinky one ah, dw this won't be the last time. you kiss quite well....also..i like the taste of your dick. in fact, i can just blow you to finish tonight.

while i was disappointed i wasn't going to fuck her that night, i wasn't going to say no to a blowjob. it was around 5 am then, we basically took turns giving each other oral after stripping down and she had some excellent technique, honestly for a singaporean girl hers is still one of the best ive experience up till today. she had a bush down there, and it was slightly trimmed but still quite hairy, making my dining out there quite tough. but i persisted, and her oyster tasted really sweet, almost like a strawberry.

for the rest of the night (or morning) we alternated between making out and performing oral, and when I told her I was having difficulty finishing, she said she likes a challenge and proceeded to kneel down while I was stood up jerking me off into her mouth. when i finally came it was already around 7 am, the sun was up and she took it all like a champ into her mouth. fucking wild. i had some cim girls before, but this was literally my first time with A and she was blowing my brains up with sheer pleasure.

B: did you come also?
A: ya...thrice. you really fucking slow sia, but it was worth it, i told you i could make you finish. wank too much is it. or watch too much porn.
B: hehe. wait. did you swallow?
A: abuden, did you see me spitting it out anywhere

Upon hearing this, I was even more turned on, I pulled her into an embrace and started frenching her, while my fingers slowly reached into her labia and started fingering her hole with my index and middle finger again.

A: eh bro calm down la, you'll get more action soon enough, i promise. you were good tonight. i'll give you that
A put a finger to my lips, similar to earlier except that i think this time she was hinting she wanted the action to stop and go to bed. She started putting on her underwear and pants that she had brought as pajamas.
A: oh fuck, my shirt got stained (realising that some of her juice had stained and it was quite obvious as a patch ) do you have a shirt i could borrow?
She fumbled through my wardrobe but none of my shirts were to her liking, she kept complaining about my fashion sense and how I was really one of the worst guys she had ever took an interest in, but the fact that she said I was a good kisser had already done bits for my confidence and i didn't care about any other insults she threw my way. she eventually picked out an oversized shirt that was quite plain and put it on.
A: I'm going to freshen up, then I'll head to bed. please wake me up at 9 am.
B: eh how we gonna sleep? you wanna cuddle?
A (pauses): wah you really are a fucking idiot. your bed how big, you think leh?
The rest of the morning was pretty uneventful, after she had brushed her teeth(she had brought a makeup and dental kit along from her place, i still cannot figure out why girls are so particular about this, or maybe i just have shit hygiene, but one night for me isnt usually that big of a deal) she headed straight into bed with me (haha i shit hygiene and plonked straight into bed and honestly she sucked the last of energy out of me like a succubus) she made some noise about me not washing up after doing oral and i just ignored her, she refused to kiss me initially but gave in after i decided i should at least brush my teeth and wash myself with a wet cloth as things did get a bit messy. we cuddled afterwards while doing some light petting and kisses, but i barely slept. (guys with partners that do tlc and aftercare will know what i mean here)

I woke her up at 9 am and she had to run off for a lecture. I decided to skip mine because i was dead tired. when i woke up at around 11.30 for brunch, she had sent me a bunch of texts saying she left some stuff in my place for the next round which made me start to feel some excitement already. this was probably the first action i had got in weeks, and she was so HOT. i couldn't wait to eventually fuck her.

she had also added me on Snapchat/instagram(can’t remember which tbh), so I checked her story and I was flabbergasted. it was actually her 19th birthday today. meaning i just had oral sex with a fucking 18 year old. wow it felt fucking great, the fact that she chose to spend the night with me before her birthday also made me feel like a fucking king.

this story isn't completely irrelevant to the main storyline, and apart from sharing a really fun experience i also remember this encounter very vividly because while i was in my happy mood from getting my dick sucked earlier I received a call from X. I had been overseas for about 6 months already and this was the first time X was contacting me. she called me on video and explained to me that she had broken up with her boyfriend Royce and was now touring the world with her mom, asked if i wanted to meetup with her near the US-Canada border. I said no.

X's parents are divorced. she lives with her dad and step-mom, who is basically her mom since her real mom remarried almost instantly to a rich european guy and they basically travel around the world all the time. her mom is also fucking chio, for a 50s something year old at the time i wouldn't honestly have minded hitting that, she clearly got some good genes from her mom. but travelling with them? nah i was still settling into freshman year and i didnt really feel any motivation to go, also i was attracted to other girls now so the idea of meeting X didn't hold as much weight as it used to.

For some reason this act of saying no to her set her off, because ever since that phone call she still always contacts me, even if i downright ignore her messages/calls asking me to meet up/call. i think this is somewhat psychological but when people feel like they cannot have someone's attention anymore they want it more? could definitely feel like she stopped taking me for granted after a while, but this definitely didn't happen overnight and took a good period of time to manifest. or maybe im just reading too much into it. anyway back to A.

B: eh I saw on insta it's your birthday, happy birthday man
A: thanks bro, eh im busy today, wanted to swing by later for round 2 but i think we will need to take a rain check
B(disappointed): ah sure, don't worry about it...have fun with your friends, btw thanks..for spending last night with me..i had no idea it was your birthday...i'm honoured
A: can you not sound like a boyfriend? This relationship between us will be purely physical ok? I like your energy and vibe, but you really cmi. like talking to a fucking idiot all the time.
B: ok ok. friends with benefits?
A: we don't need a label, but let's define this relationship now before it gets out of hand. i like you, but we will never work out. i won't elaborate any further
B: okay whatever as long as we are both happy ok?
A: ok i will try to come over later this week to pick up my things and we can do round 2 then

She had packed an entire bag of stuff to my place the first night, and left her towel, makeup and some dental stuff in my bathroom. but while rushing to her lecture she had also left some other things behind, so i assume she meant she wanted to pick those up. whatever, as long as she keeps coming over for stuff and leaving stuff behind, it means i'll get to have more fun with her

but then a week passed. then another week passed. and anothe rweek passed. i kept inviting her over to my place, but she kept coming up with excuses.
A: I need to return you your shirt as well.
B: Whatever happened to round 2?
A: you are being too clingy, like a boyfriend. stop inviting me to your place every night, i said this will be no strings attached right?

I took it that my chance with her was gone, that I had blew it, and fumbled the bag. not only will i never get to taste her strawberry vagina again, i didn't even get the opportunity to fuck her there and then. screw nina and her condom thieving boyfriend. Fuck!!

Skip about over a few months later, semester was ending and i had stopped texting her already. we had lesser interactions that i could count on my fingers, mostly hi and bye, although we did makeout in the nightclub we both frequent one night when we were high. she immediately clarified she didn't want to go back to my place though, and when i cheekily suggested hers, she slapped my hand away from her and said nope not happening.

fuck man, if i could relive my life and think of the amount of wasted opportunities i had with women, and the amount of cockblocks ( still thinking about the coro plaza incident with J) ah fuck...why am i so good at dodging pussy man...

One daybefore I'm about to fly back to sg I get a whatsapp message from A.

A: Eh sorry I still haven't returned you your shirt. term has been really busy. my toothbrush all that you can just throw, the rest i'll find some time to come collect or you can pass Ruby (ruby was this really hot pinoy girl that was good friends with A and she was in a lot of my classes, so i saw her a lot, but we barely spoke although she did tease me after my encounter with A, I guess girls really do tell their girlfriends everything)
B: That's fine ah i thought the way you were treating me you just burnt it alr
A: no la...sorry is just...my last relationship was really long. so i cannot stand when guys get clingy again because im not ready for that type of commitment with any guy. its not personal with you and i don't want you to think that it's because its you, but rather i see how you're acting and i don't want you falling in love with me.
B: who says i am falling in love with you? you don't know me
A: ah trust me i know young man
shit, i was getting turned on already. how did she know exactly how to talk to me like this??
B: I just really enjoyed our encounter, and I was hoping we could do it again
A: so you're just thirsty la? actually come to think of it, your recent behaviour has been quite good, you haven't been spamming me and asking me for sex like a desperate boy
B: does this mean I get a round 2?
A: you really like cockblocking yourself don't you. no. maybe when we're in sg. unless...
B: unless what?
A: are you still in XYZ town? (name of place we live overseas)

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[boiboi97]

B: ya im in town, you are here meh? all the other singaporeans left like ages ago.
A: yeah man my family fucked up the booking tickets, so i got stuck here for another week. my flight's tomorrow.
B: no fucking way, my flight is tomorrow also
A: oh really...? same airline?

She not only confirmed that we were going to be on the same flights back to sg, but also that our seats were like 2 seats away from each other on the connecting flight. what are the fucking odds right, i was on 43d and she was in 43f. I was getting really excited, thinking maybe i could swap with 43e and we could get some action on the plane.

B: oh shit then if tonight is your last night you wanna hang out?
A: you are asking me out is it? I alr said i don't want a boyfriend...
B: no I wanna fuck your brains out, i am horny
A: wow how romantic
B: ok fine, you wanna netflix and chill?

I may have left out a detail in the earlier encounter, but at some point after the encounter she had started sharing her netflix account with me.i was very new to the whole streaming thing but i slowly started watching some sitcoms with friends. she was ok with sharing her account with me in the anticipation that we would hook up again, but clearly i turned her off by smelling of desperation.

15-20 min later
A: okay can. but come over to my place, i have a bigger TV.

I started packing my luggages and basically ensuring that there was no perishables left in my room. I wanted to wine and dine A that evening but she insisted that she wanted to keep our relationship purely physical and said she would make do by cooking us dinner at her place. was nothing to shout about she grilled some steak and some eggs with pasta, claimed she is wifey material but honestly her cooking skills left a lot to be desired...

The plan was for us to spend the night together, then head off to the airport in the morning, and while we were watching netflix and pillow talking, we started making plans as to how we were going to continue our relationship in sg. quite frankly, A is one of the best kissers I have ever met, and easily the best kisser during my college days. I had a really good evening despite the subpar dinner and don't recall what show we watched because we were basically going at it with foreplay the entire time.

At around 11 pm she pulled away from me, got off the sofa and beckoned me to follow her into the bedroom. I was already fingering her earlier so i knew she was dripping wet, and i had come prepared this time. had went to the pharmacy to stock up on durexes, thought i would be a bit cheeky and bring back a few boxes, so I was not making the same mistake as the last time.

A: hold your horses my dear... go do the dishes first
Wa fuck, this girl really knows how to tease me! I wanted to fuck her right there and then, but the thought of being compliant to her felt like such a fucking turn on, so i went to her kitchen and cleaned up our dinner remains.

By the time I got back into her room, she was already stripped down and was only wearing a black tube top and black lacy underwear sitting on the bed waiting seductively for me. fuuuuuuuck i want to drill her right now!

I quickly approached her and shoved my bulge into her face. She laid down and pushed me away.

A: Darling, you are going to have to work for it tonight. Don't think I will give it to you so easily
B (WTF): huh what? I already did the dishes what
A: So? The last time I blew you for about an hour, tonight is your turn to pleasure me, then maybe I will think about letting you enter me
B: You're the one that wanted to challenge to make me come even though I was tired what?
A: And I did, so you better give me a good orgasm tonight.
A motioned down to her lacy panties, and grabbed the string away with her fingers to reveal her pink pussy with a slight bush above.
A: Let's get a few things right. this relationship is purely physical. and i call the shots, because i'm the one with this *rubs her clit gently while biting her lip*
B: you like to be in control huh?
A: yeah, i enjoyed blowing you because you scream and moan with pleasure with every change i make, you are damn sensitive down there, it feels damn good to pleasure you and i am in complete control of that
B (thinking about her blowjob): ah yess okay you can dom me however the fuck you want mommy
A: let's try again. and don't ever say that shit to my face please unless you want me to kick you out

I realised I was cockblocking myself by talking. the only right thing to do now was with my mouth..and it wasn't to yap. so i obediently moved towards her pussy and gently opened her labia with my fingers while doing a twirling motion with them.
A: ahhh boiboi! that feels so good, keep doing that action
I continued teasing her with my fingers without fully sticking them in, just gently drawing circles around her thighs, in and out onto the sensitive part of her groin, flicking her clit, and teasing her pussy by moving my mouth close but not reaching out with my tongue, instead heavy breathing and sniffing her pussy, which seemed to turn her on.
A: fuck, just lick my pussy already please
B: i thought you call the shots? your wish is my command (sarcasm)
A: then fucking do it la you idiot
B: no
I continued teasing her with my fingers, doing everything I could to stimulate her clitoris short of using my tongue
A: ah fuck okay if you listen to me i'll let you fuck me raw tonight

hmm, that certainly changes things!

[boiboi97]

up till this point, i had never rawed a girl before. usually for safety reasons, but even when i was in a relationship or with a trusted fb one of us would always insist, i guess because we were still young, scared of pregnancy, stds etc. anyway it wasn't too big of a deal because i still got blown bareback most of the time and sex with or without a condom couldn't feel that different in my head. i couldn't be more wrong, but i would only find this out later...

B (feigning surprise): Huh really? you not scared pregnant meh? or STDs?
A: No I trust you. honestly if you told me you are a virgin i'll believe you. definitely act like one.
B (pleading): I AM A VIRGIN
A: lol liar. but this is a one-time offer. lick my pussy now

I was teasing her by breathing up and down her thigh to her love hole, but now i furiously brought my face back in front of her bush, and started whacking her pussy indiscriminately with my tongue.

A: oh fuck boiboi! suck me harder! i'm gonna cum

her face changed as she moaned with pleasure, she went from a cross of pain and delight to just relief as she gasped and then pulled me in for a kiss. i was still dripping with her juice but she ignored it and added saliva into the mix.

A: now it's time for your reward

I pulled my joggers and boxers down and motioned for her face to come over. fuck you know the hawk tuah girl, A was damn good at giving blowjobs. probably some of the best i've ever had. she also has incredible stamina and can keep going and going, like her jaw won't pain one ah. maybe she is just built different.

As she continued her blowjob motion and the occasional deep throating, I relaxed myself on her bed. i took off her tube top and for some reason her panties were already gone, they were still on when i was performing cunnilingus on her but they must have came off some time during the process.

B: wait, let's 69
A: really? I just came only leh, but must admit, your skills are quite good...

I absolute love how A was feeding my ego at that point in time. hearing compliments from girls is so rare as a guy that you really remember most of them for life. The ego boost gave me a sudden rush of energy to jerk her head up and down my shaft and she struggled as she adjusted her position on top of me.

A slowly sat on my face and I started doing my finger technique while poking her pussy with my tongue simultaneously.

A: oh fuck! fuck! how are you this good!

A came a second time. I was also moaning in pleasure, like I said, she gives damn good blowjobs.

B: I cannot take this anymore. I want to fuck you Anna (her name is actually Annabelle, but most people call her Anna).

I pushed her off my face, and tried to position her in missionary, but she was trying to put up some resistance. it was not really working, as my build was a lot bigger than hers.

A: wait wait wait! put a condom on!
B: wtf why? you said I can raw you if i complied earlier what! liar!
A: no you are the liar, you try to trick me into thinking you are a virgin
B: ah whatever

I wasn't even mad. I just desperately wanted to fuck her. I didn't give a shit if it was with a condom or not. I fumbled around opening a pack of durex before hilariously trying to put it on. A laughed, she's usually got quite a calm and collected cool girl demeanour so evoking any emotional reaction from her beyond her judgementalness was honestly quite rare.

A: come la I help you put on
A rolled the condom down my shaft, before starting to stroke it, and then she slowly lifted herself onto it
FUCK! she was tight! probably the tightest I have had at this point, but then again she was also 19, so the girls i had slept with were all older than her. even with the condom on it still felt fucking amazing, and I was definitely enjoying the motion of her bouncing up and down my dick. a shame she has no tits, because i would really loved to have seen another 2 things jiggling up and down.

I pulled her down and started frenching her, before grabbing her onto the side of the bed and positioning her for doggy, fuck, her tight ass at this angle felt so fucking good, like i was deflowering a virgin. i was fucking a teen, living the fucking life!!

to turn me further on, her previous personality of being commanding and domineering was completely gone at this point, i had made her go quiet and had covered her mouth to prevent her from moaning too loudly and screaming (actually this was unnecessary given all her neighbours had left after term ended already) A just gave me a pleading face, like as if she wanted me to go harder, but im more of a passionate slow lover type, so even if i wanted to ram her fast and furious, i dont really have the stamina to keep it up.

i did try my hardest, with my hard rock dick, and i plowed her in missionary before finishing in prone bone. fuck that sex felt so good, almost like i was taking a girl's innocence for the first time. A was far from a virgin, she had a body count of nearly 10 guys just from college already, but she still felt fucking tight, and idk why my head played out the scenario where i was taking her virginity away from her.

B: ah fuck anna im gonna cum!
A: give it to me, cum all over my boobs

me thinking uh what boobs (sorry fucking mean LOL) but i took the condom off and finished above her belly, not quite on her nipples but i think i was seriously thinking to myself, like girl you don't have boobs dont lie to yourself. but thats just me being a fucking bastard.

The sex was still freaking good, and ending the semester on a high, we snuggled up in bed together (hers was double so bigger than mine and we had ample space to sleep but still cuddled while watching netflix from her laptop). The pillow talk that night was fucking good, once we both showered and cleaned up I joined her in bed and we watched shows all night while chatting about our future, like a new couple.

B: so how often will i get to fuck you in sg?
A: depends on your performance. but based on tonight, i'll give you another round
B: raw?
A pushed me away

i think she hit the sack first, but i soon fell asleep as well. we had morning sex but it was nothing to shout about, not that it was bad but just didn't feel as special and she let me finish in her mouth again, which she swallowed (again!). wow i fucking love this girl

for a girl who said she didn't want to be in a relationship, she was fucking clingy to me as we made our way to the airport. I bought some breakfast on the way as we were in a bit of a rush, and it did feel like we were a couple to other bystanders (from my POV at least). she was suddenly being very lovey dovey, unlike her usual persona, and would lean in to give me pecks on my neck and cheeks every so often.

for some reason i wasn't feeling super horny, perhaps because we already had quite a bit of action earlier. but the stupid thing i did was even though we agreed we would try to sit together on the flight by asking the person next to me to swap, I did a fucking stupid thing by saying yes when the airline reception asked me if i wanted to upgrade my seat using miles. she was next to me when it happened and i could clearly see her face went black, first time i've seen this irritated expression on her for a long while.

but luckily for me, once i had a nap on the plane and felt sufficiently horny again, i realised she had gotten over it rather quickly. although she was seated away from me (as i was an idiot that went business class) she was sexting me over the in flight wifi and although the wifi wasnt good enough for her to send videos, i did wonder what photos and videos she took that couldn't send due to the weak signal. i was already fantasising on joining the mile high club with her on the connecting flight.
B: we can do it in the bathroom
A: hehe you naughty boy
B: let's just do it in london la, plenty of handicapped toilets around
A: fuck no la. i'm not going to do that

Our stopover was in London, now anyone that's been to london heathrow knows its a fucking shithole and i hate that airport. but the thought of fucking A in there was a turn on and as we got off the plane, i quickly texted her to ask her to grab a coffee and dinner in transit, since we had a layover of about 5 hours.

To my surprise, she was already waiting outside the gate when I disembarked, I guess I did take my time even though technically business class folks disembark the planes first.

B: wah i thought you say no emotions? whos the clingy one now?
A: it is because you are a fucking imbecile. still cannot believe you decided to upgrade to business class. I was STANDING NEXT TO YOU some more.
B: ehehe

i wanted to ask her to go to the nearby restaurant so we could get dinner. after sitting around the airport and grabbing coffee (fucking timezones, it was like 6-7 pm there but we were still in a different timezone) we went to a lounge to just chill for a bit. it must have been like an hour or so when she stood up to stretch. i was just admiring her fit, she always wore black, even her lingerie was also black, apart from my white shirt does this girl wear anything that isn't black??

A: eh, watch this for me, im going to the toilet

For a girl, A uses the washroom pretty quickly. Within a minute or so she was back, and I told her I would use the toilet as well and told her to watch over my luggage.

As I walked to the mirror to wash my hands, I felt like something was off. There was a dude in front of one of the mirrors and through there i could see he was around my age and build. he turned around to look in my direction as i used the sink two sinks down from his (following the urinal rule, you know how you never use a urinal next to someone already using it unless all urinals are full) and then i was like wait..FUCK..i know this guy!

D: eh bro, long time no see

I recognised Darren about the same time he acknowledged me. We were from the same squad during our NS training days, we were also the same age, we were in the same school but different track, i was in o level while he was in ip. i pretty much lost touch with him alr but i knew he was studying medicine in the uk.

B: eh hi darren yeah what's up. nth much la just started uni also hbu?

we made some small talk, honestly idk about girls but guys dont really do bathroom talk. he told me he had finished his semester earlier and was travelling in the opposite direction, to do some kind of placement as part of his uni during the summer holidays. he had literally just landed on a flight from singapore, in fact the same flight that i would be taking in a couple of hours or so with A. as we were walking out of the bathroom (it was quite far away from the restaurant) he mentioned that his sister also just finished her semester.

B: oh cool, your sister study where? chio or not?
D: you interested ah, tbh i don't know too much, but i think she just broke up with her bf before uni. shes at standard name college for uni
B: wtf i am there also
D: oh ya hor i almost forgot, then chances are you know her alr, Annabelle Tan.

WHAT THE FUCK. I DONT KNOW HOW I WASNT ABLE TO PROCESS THIS EARLIER, BUT I ALR had some kind of feeling of dread when I met Darren. i had been fucking my ns platoon mate's sister at uni, the hell??

B: ....ohhhh ya.
I stopped walking, because I knew exactly what was going to happen.
B: she's actually travelling at the same time as me ah, I see her around school quite a bit. just hi-bye friends kind

Idk why I was making up all this shit when I could easily be called out for it, but I was in a state of panic and bullshitted saying i suddenly have stomachache, need to go back to the toilet.

B: eh fuck i got stomachache, ps bro, nice catching up, see you soon again man we can catch up with the rest of the squad

quite fucked up sia.. just thinking about it. darren was the epitome of the good christian boy, i was just a fake christian boy, when we were in camp together we used to pray and do bible study all, but when the boys went out to siam diu and all i would go while he doesn't participate in such vices. omg this guy cannot find out what i did to his sister....FUCK!

I suddenly came up with a wicked idea. on hindsight, it was fucking stupid, but i felt like a genius at the time. I sent a text to A.

B: eh im having issues in the bathroom, can come and help me.
A: bro what? are you serious?
B: please just come, i need help
A: okay but you know I'm meeting my brother before catching our flight right

huhhh??? when did she mention that. now protip for guys, listening to a girl will do you wonders. sometimes you just have to pay attention to what they say and if you are the attentive kind, most of them will appreciate you. i have gotten into a lot of shit for one ear in one ear out their waffle babble nonsense but in this case it would have HELPED me massively if i had figured out that Darren was her brother.

B: oh your older brother is in london now also ah?
A: huh did i mention that he's older?. maybe i did in my sleep hehe. or implied but i only said i was meeting him while en route to sg ah. my parents timed our flight so that i can pass him something his gf needs
B: ok ok can you quickly pass him, i really need help over here
A: ....sure.

for some fucking reason, my plan worked. i hid in the handicapped toilet, and she was there in less than 5 minutes. either they weren't really close siblings, he didn't mention me despite the connection, or she was faking it. either way when she arrived she just told me she basically hi bye her brother and nothing seemed amiss.

A: so why did you call me here for?
B (thinking of something on the spot): I wanna fuck you here
A shot me a bewildered look. wait....she didn't say no!!!

[boiboi97]

B: wah Anna, i fucking horny now, blow me leh
A: Over here..? Fucking dirty bro

I quickly gave the toilet a wipe and sat her down on the seat, before whipping out my cock pushing my joggers down. it was already erect. i positioned my manhood towards her face.
I don't know whether it was my sheer audacity or not, but I could tell she was turned on. it went from fantasizing about fucking her in london airport to me almost getting exposed by her brother and now i was going to do it thanks to the fact that i was hiding from her brother and made up this solution on the spot.

wait...what about her brother? did he mention anything about me? does she know? ....ah fuck, the blowjob was damn good and heavenly as she sucked and sucked while we were both moaning with pleasure. even though she had also blown me off in the morning, this felt so much better, maybe it was the thrill, maybe it was the tension, maybe it was the fact that i just found out i was railing the sister of my NS bunkmate

she got herself up, i pulled down her jeans and positioned her over the sink facing the mirror getting ready to take her doggy style. although i usually last quite long, i think the thrill of doing it in a public bathroom helped me to finish early and i blasted my load into the rubber before flinging it into the sanitary bin.

B: ahhh anna that felt fucking good, i've been wanting to do that for a long time
A: didn't we just have sex this morning? you are a complete idiot, you know. also you dragged me all the way here saying you needed help. i was genuinely w-
I think she could tell I was a bit caught off guard when she said this
A: I mean, if you had just told me you wanted a quick fuck in the bathroom I would feel less cheap.
B: Sorry
A: And we left our luggages in the restaurant

post nut clarity couldn't have hit me harder

B: WE DID WHAT

i quickly put my joggers on and SPRINTED back to the restaurant. the security staff at the airport/restaurant were quite understandably pissed, they said that they had been called after the CCTV saw us leaving our bags behind one by one and we were displaying 'suspicious' behaviour. i think this happens more often than not as the security gave me the look of 'i know what you did' but i just had sex and couldn't care less. anyway, it was about time to board.

Flight was fucking shit, i couldn't really touch A because there was a fat angmo dude sitting between us. should have rly saved my upgrade for the second flight instead man...

when we got back to sg and said our goodbyes, she had slowly reverted back to her usual personality. during this trip she was suddenly acting like a girlfriend, but i could tell she was now holding back again. our texts went back to purely arranging for our trysts and hookups.

one night when i was catching up with some friends at a bar, i got a text from A.

A: lover boy, come over tonight. my parent's aren't home.

fuck, this was a big deal, because usually when her parents were home i would have to sneak into her house and could only go in the day time, mostly when her parents were working and only her maid would be in, so i would basically have to sneak into the garden and jump into her window (felt like a fucking ninja sometimes)

unfortunately, her maid was still at home, so i had to sneak in through the back garden as usual. i suspect that her maid already knew what was going on, because when A was moaning she let it all out and didn't bother to muffle her sounds, she also didn't say anything about my panting and moaning so I guess the maid didn't mind. anyways this was also my first time sneaking in at night, so unfortunately when i tried to find my way into the garden in the darkness (no phone flashlights that time, im sure there was an app, but im not the brightest tool in the shed) i tripped over a plant pot and kinda went like oof really loudly. A must have heard the commotion, because she came out holding a broomstick probably thinking i was a robber or something.

A: I know its you, I was just being cautious.
B: huh I legit thought you thought I was a robber
A: I called you down here right? when i heard the noise in the backyard i immediately know you must have fucked something up as you always do, you bumbling idiot

Now when she calls me an idiot, she doesn't do so in an insulting or derogatory way, neither does she really say it in a completely endearing way (this is how X addressed me for majority of our relationship), she just says it kind of matter of factly. I never really got how A was such a solemn and calm person, but given how good she was at sucking dick and our relationship was purely physical, i don't question these other elements of her life. The girl might be a cold calculated hard bitch at times but god does she give good head.

When we got into A's room to do the usual deed she noticed that I was bleeding from my shin to my knee. The maid came in, hinting that she already knew me and what I was doing there while A just nodded shyly with a slight tinge of embarrassment before offering to grab me a first aid kit. she then offered to help me with my cuts.

A: don't worry about it, i'll handle from here

considering what a cold unfeeling/emotionless sex doll A is for most of the part I was with her barring the bizarre airport trip, she actually is partial wife material. her cooking skills suck, but her blowjob (fuck i miss it lmao) and aftercare is pretty good, and in this scenario she really showed me some TLC for my bleeding wounds. i spent the night at her place, we did the usual deed but it was pretty vanilla overall. the next morning -

B: thank you for taking care of me
A: no worries
B: no i mean it, maybe next time you should wear a nurse outfit or something
A: actually i have a nurse's uniform right here.
B: fuck really? put it on leh
A: no. my parents are gone the whole weekend but im going to meet some of my girlfriends for lunch. they take priority over you. your time now is over and you should leave. bye boy

I put on my puppy eyes and pleaded but to no avail. however, my pitiful dog act must have worked because when i came back from brushing my teeth, she was looking at me seductively, and was dressed as a nurse. FUCK. it wasn't a super revealing/sexy uniform, but to have her give in to my demand was hot as fuck.

turns out she had a nurse uniform from her high school days. you know international students, they celebrate stuff like halloween even in sg so she had a lot of this fancy dress outfits around. her outfit wasn't super sexy, but because it was old, it was tight. i assumed she probably wore it when she was like a few years younger and may have been smaller.

A: okay we can go another round. but you must be quick. i have to be there at 12 pm.

I checked the clock, it was still 9:45, and her appointment was at Orchard Rd which was about 10 min away by Uber (this was before grab fucking dominated the market). This would give me a solid 2 hours to do whatever the fuck I wanted with her.

We had already done a bit of foreplay action during our cuddling earlier, so I was feeling quite horny. I immediately pulled her nurse's skirt up (or down from my POV but you know what I mean by up, down would mean she’s undressed) and started finger drilling her pussy.

A: ahhh! ahhh!
B: yes keep moaning for me, my nurse, my slutty nurse

A didn't really enjoy dirty talk, like I said, she is pretty much a sex doll at times, but for some reason she didn't comment/seem turned off by this.

She then proceeded to blow me, man apart from her skills just seeing her in the uniform was like....wow...im healed instantly. she was wearing white socks as she didn't have stockings like the sexy nurses wear in those JAV and hentai shit, but it made do. i pulled her skirt off and started going at it in the missionary position. fuck! i had forgotten to wear a condom!

A: you fucking idiot. did you not bring enough?
B: no i was just too excited
A: I will let it slide this time. I did promise to let you have raw sex with me, so this was an eventuality.
B(thinking to myself): Ok I am turned on but why the fuck does she talk like that? Am I fucking a robot?

so yes, i lost my raw virginity finally, to A. it felt fucking amazing, her strawberry tasting pussy was really tight but I guess it was also because of age and she was still barely over double digits when i was with her.

A: choke...me...i like it when you choke me.

I knew A had a choking fetish, she would sometimes hint that she wanted to be choked by mirroring and choking me first, hoping I would return the favour. I didn't particularly enjoy it, both getting choked and choking her, but it seemed to turn her on so I would try to remember to do it when I could. she had already came, but i was cumming from the sheer pleasure i felt from rocking my hips in and out of her bed, drilling my dick into her wet, tight pussy.

B: oh fuck! I'm cumming!
A: don't come inside me you idiot, do it outside

I quickly pulled out (my pull out game quite strong) and finished all over her stomach. I shouldn't have had such a strong load, but it was pretty loaded given I had already ejaculated (no thanks to A) thrice in the last 24 hours.

After some quick washing up we returned to her bed. For some reason we were still quite turned on so we continued making out, light petting, and before you know it we were back on second and third base, with my fingering her while she was blowing me. she seemed slightly annoyed, as she had put on her outfit (black as usual, no surprises) to get ready to go out, but now here I was stripping her again. i did my best to please her to orgasm and she certainly appreciated it, reciprocrating by helping me to remove all my clothes.

A: Fuck. don't stop.

Her usual robot persona was gone, she was genuinely squirming now and I could sense some emotion. was it fear? was it trust? was it pleasure? was it lust? either way, i don't think i was doing the wrong thing whaever I was doing.

A: I'm...cumming! ahhhhhh!

A was a lot wetter than usual. She was actually so wet that her bedsheets were stained. I hadn't finished though, so I pinned her arms to the bedframe and started railing her against the frame doggy style.

A: So just because we did raw earlier, you assume you can go in unprotected again la?
B: Well, second time's the charm right? Will it be a baby Annabelle or baby Boiboi?
A: ....

Clearly I never learn. A never really appreciated my humour. Or dirty talk. Basically as much as she was a sex doll to me, i was a dildo to her.

A: You know, only my dad calls me Annabelle. Say it again, it feels good.
B: Fuck you Annabelle, you fucking slut, I will fill up your hole with my seed and impregnate you. Oh Annabelle Tan you feel so fucking good, your pussy is so tight and I want to fill it up with my love for you...
A: uhh you don't mean that right? Cuz I don't actually want to get pregnant..

fuck...does this girl really not understand dirty talk? fuck la why do i even try, what a fucking turn off. A noticed that I was quite visibly annoyed, and after I pulled out she tried to placate me by placing my cock inside her mouth, those lips that are so good at pleasing a man. fuck me, A's blowjob skills are legendary, but she has the personality of a fucking donut. i enjoy fucking her so much but the physical without the emotional sometimes is just...? anyway back to the action.

A: I'm sorry Daddy, please forgive me, I will take all of your cum, you can impregnate me, creampie me please.
B: Annabelle you bad girl, I am going to plant another bad girl inside you
A: Choke me..boiboi..choke me...harder

I have to admit, A finally getting into dirty talk was a huge turn on. Despite me being quite sexually drained and my energy level being low, i was able to drill her continuously, my stamina surprising even myself. I fucked her cowgirl, prone bone, missionary and back to doggy, before railing her against her cupboard and unloading what was left of my entire ballsacks into her. panting and heaving, i grabbed her (she was relatively light) and pulled her back with me, collapsing onto the bed.

A: huff...huff..you idiot. i was just making dirty talk. i didn't actually want you to impregnate me. but yeah that felt good.
B (still in post nut daze): huh. you said you wanted it what. i think we need to have another conversation about boundaries and safe words. so how now. if you need an after pill , i can help you get ah.
A:No need, I spoke to my friend about the menstrual cycle and I should be fine today.
B: you mean we should be fine
A: No, there is no we. This is only physical

...what a selfish sex doll. emotionless. i don't get her sometimes really.

A: and you fucking idiot. I am going to be late.

I checked the clock. It was still 11:30, she had easily another 15-20 min or so what...

As she came out of the shower and put on her clothes, I suddenly remembered, oh ya, she has to do make up and all. lmao guys dont be fking stupid like me and forget that girls and guys are two different species.

A: I will deal with you when we are back for the next round. Next week I'll be in Bali.
B: Oh...don't threaten me with a good time

A rolled her eyes, but to me this was better than her usual close to zero emotionless face or slight look of annoyance.

besides this incident, the rest of the encounters over the summer holidays weren't really anything special. i guess she gave really damn good blowjobs though, because although its been years i can still remember their intensity. some highlights would be her in her school uniform i guess, she went to an international school so i never really saw her uniform before but it was quite nice to fuck her in. strangely enough, i never really felt guilty about keeping things from Darren about fucking his sister even though I thought that i would. either anna was lying that they didn't talk about it also but i refused to believe that siblings can be so distant that they don't even make small talk. i also started purchasing the after pill for her so i could raw her more, depending on her mood sometimes she allowed it. raw is war, i never understood this term but fuck the day they design a contraception that can function like a condom but doesn't take away anything from the cost benefit analysis...fuck man it'll be over for durex.

all good things have to come to an end. before long, y2 had started. when the sem started A was already feeling quite distant, she had invited me over to hers to hook up for the first couple of weeks but as the term got busier (1 sem = 1.5/2 terms) we started hanging out less, resulting in less sex. I also found a new fwb, which I informed her about and she was cool with it as her friend Ruby was mutual friends with my new fwb and hence she was not 'some random slut' in A's words.

anyway, the kick in the nuts came one day deep in the autumn season. it had already been about 2-3 weeks since we last hooked up, but this is my advice to college kids. or actually idk if it transcends the stage of life you're at. If you have a fwb/fb, keep it strictly that. don't be actual friends, because actual friends actually hang out and do stuff besides sex, and that kind sometimes ruin your sex. so although we seldom hang out apart from our encounters, we have a bunch of mutual friends including B and his group. they wanted to take a road trip to a nearby city. in fairness, we did fool around in the motel and we even hooked up in the toilet of one of the night clubs we went to. but that trip ultimately ended in disaster for me. because. SOME FUCKING IDIOT. IT WAS B. THE FUCKING MORON. he uploaded our trip photos on fb, and tagged me and A in it, which ended up on, you guess it, Darren's timeline and he ended up having the dreaded chat with his sister about me. Now I don't know what to say, a part of me couldn't believe it took them both this long to realise it also, but the look on her face when she confronted me was one of pure fury, it was actually somewhat hilarious seeing her this emotional and different from her usual self. Apparently Darren still doesn’t know about iusto this date, we still go on nights out during reservice. he just asked her if we were close; and before she could say anything else he already told her I was his NS buddy and that he can ask me to look after her in school (he probably wanted to “introduce” me then before I ran and hid myself in the toilet. Oh man - I did take care of her needs all right.

but it was over. A was fucking pissed off that I lied to her, and she was smart enough to figure out what had happened in the airport. she sent me a bunch of texts telling me to get rid of her stuff from my place and that if i dont want my shirt back shes going to burn it. lol she still has my shirt.

how the story ends - i eventually got my shirt back, it happened one night in the club that we both usually go to, she must have spotted me dancing at my usual area, asked her friend to pass me the shirt, and when i got it ( i was slightly inebriated) i turned to look in her direction and saw her giving me a completely disapproving stare. as for her dental kit, i used her toothbrush for generally cleaning and gave her toothpaste to other guests staying over at my place. re other guests, I donated A's beauty products to my fwb, Yasmine, lmao.she wasn't super keen to use them at first but eventually she warmed up to the idea and started doing light makeup instead of bringing her own kit back and forth everytime she wanted to stay over.

I later learned from Ruby and another mutual that A was genuinely hurt by my lie and she proceeded to block me all over social media, calling me a liar and all. Although she put up a good facade, she had caught feelings for me during our fwb. Damn I wouldn’t have minded dating or even marrying her, her bedroom skills did not leave much else to be desired. Well maybe I didn’t really like going down on her chest as she was quite flat, and that’s why I had my other fwb. But she saw my leaving school at the same time with her and sitting on the same planes/row as fate, she was a spiritual kind of person so she thought that we might have ended up together. Well Annabel, if you are reading this, I’m still not yet married, so give me a call!

the arc with A is over, but my sexventures with X was barely beginning. before I embarked on this wonderful journey with X, I still had to contend with one major part of my life cycle - university.

[boiboi97]

Before I continue the timeline on here I wanted to talk a bit more about X, who inspired this thread, so most of the stories should and will revolve around her. But recently I did some introspection and was like, why did I like her so much, what causes the chemistry and my brain to go wooooah when I’m with her? Yixuen (or xuen or xuan for short as we called her) was a beautiful voluptuous girl. Even when I met her and she was only 19, she already looked like a mature lady with a wonderful figure. And oh wow her breasts, they are like sculpted by the Roman goddesses themselves. Anyway, it wasn’t just her beauty that made me chase her so much. After investing all that effort and facing rejection, why did I then turn her into my personal slut? I mean there were other hot girls around, and while I would always joke with her that she was wife material and I wanted to date/marry her, our relationship never really quite became a romantic one, just a dysfunctional one. This was because in my head, I have always pinned her as a bully from the start. She enjoyed humiliating me in front of my jc peers and her gang of misfits, and for that I derive a fuck ton of pleasure everytime I rail her deep, from the catharsis of releasing my pent up anger and frustration into a bitch who has done me so much wrong in my teenage years. I could have dated some nice cute girls from church, but instead I spent my entire time simping for her. THIS WAS HER FAULT. I had to fuck her super hard to make her pay in return for my wasted youth. I have to admit that ultimately, she was right everytime she rejected my request for a relationship which I proposed to her, because I see her as a piece of meat and something to own/dominate, unlike other healthy relationships I have with women where I can see them as a person and not an object. Somehow, I think my relationship with X mutated from a friendship to the realisation that she was a bully, then even after she had stopped her bullying antics her manipulative behaviour and stringing me along was enough to continue the cycle of yearning for her. Ironically my own pursuit of trying to “fuck my bully” only made me want to hate fuck her even more, since the perceived rejection hurt me on a level only teenagers can relate to. She was the first proper girl to have hurt my pride and my ego from rejection. But even so, this reaction is a bit far fetched, isn’t it? I guess until today, I’ll never know, why X had such a strong magnetic pull on me, not even one my partner can replicate.

Some time during national service I had started going Geylang quite often after a group of bros introduced me to whoring when they paid a PRC waitress at a bar to sleep with me. I was like wait a minute, you can pay for this??? And I was hooked. She was about 8-9 years older than me and although it’s true what they say, you don’t really remember your first time. I may as well have lost my virginity to her, as I don’t recall anything flat all from my first time except who it was and how they looked. it also wasn’t the only time as she added me on WeChat and we hooked up again. Her skills were nothing to shout about and her blowjob was honestly quite terrible, but being a virgin I enjoyed whatever/whoever I could get my hands on and my dick into. Subsequently I started browsing for FLs and one day, I had just gotten a super nice time with some d1 stable(can’t remember the name) when X texted me to ask me to meet. At this point I had already started to realise she only likes using me for attention so I was starting to feel a lot of resentment towards her. While I could ignore her message, I still cared a bit too much about her and it was near the hotel I had just left, so I agreed to go out and meet her.

It turns out there was a guy from jc, Anthony, who was one of the most retarded fuckers I met, even worse than B from uni and J from jc. He wanted to meet with X for some live band performance thing, but she didn’t feel comfortable so she called me to come along and “guard” her as well.

B: couldn’t you ask your other boyfriends, like what’s his name Sam or Royce?
X: it’s Sean la, Roy is just a friend (lmao) and since when did you become my boyfriend?
B: just say the word
X glared angrily at me, fuck. It’s like she cast some sort of spell on me, I just can’t stop looking at that angelic face of hers. She’s cute even when she gets angry.

Basically had to spend the entire night trying to cockblock A and it wasn’t even fun at all. I asked X for a reward at the end of the night and she invited me to her house for tea, stating that it was not a euphemism for sex. Hearing that sex was of the table, I left in frustration.

To give you a further of how healthy my relationship with X was, it wasn’t. At all. During this period almost every instance I spend some time with her, I get the urge to masturbate or go piak piak, either with a fl, gl or one of my fbs. It was like sexual tension, except this was more of like a sexual trigger. Talking to X made me horny as fuck, and it also made me really want to fuck someone right there right now.

Speaking of fbs, I was hooking up frequently with this PRC lady in her mid 30s, let’s call her Linda…

Linda was literally a devil, she had the body of a devil and the face of well…a devil. She wasn’t particularly super good looking face wisein fact might have been the worst out of all my fbs, and looking back her skills honestly weren’t super good too. But damn, for a mom she had a fantastic body and I will always remember her, because the one who introduced her to me was her colleague Lisa, and the lady I lost my virginity to. Lisa was fucking pretty and in her late 20s, you know the kind of skin tone Taiwanese ladies have, well I met both Lisa and Linda once in a bar and we hooked up, although I don’t remember much of it as I was quite drunk. Lisa subsequently ghosted me, but Linda later told me that Lisa was looking to settle down and I was too young for her (understandable). Meanwhile, Linda’s marriage was on the rocks (just like the bros I was hanging out with and getting me into chionging) and she just wanted a teenage guy to feel like she was young again. We were both just using each other for sex. Unlike the other girls that I mentioned in this thread, who were more like fwbs , Linda and I were not friends. It was as fb as fb and csp would get, we would literally just text each other to ask when the other was available and that was as transactional and as far as our relationship ever went. She would be in her late 40s now already, so i can’t imagine she has aged too well either, but hey pussy is pussy. I’m sure guys who have led active sexual lives have also at one point had to “settle” down for less. I’m glad to say Linda was the lowest of my lows, and I would still rate her like a 4/10, perhaps a 5/10 because she had quite a toned body, only that her boobs were saggy.

I dumped Linda once I started Uni and having my summer flings such as with A. Then Yasmine came along, and she really was the complete opposite of A in almost every way. Y was middle eastern, her parents were from Beirut and they had moved to the country fleeing from civil unrest/some conflict I had never heard of. While A was very comfortable, Y had grown up with a family of immigrants and only more recently did her parents’ business start to take off and she could afford to come to college. She also sold feet pics to keep up some income, lmao this was long before onlyfans and if I told you the prices some people were paying for photos of feet…it was such a lucrative side hustle man. Yasmine also had the fucking nicest pair of tits I have seen in a woman. X has really nice c cuppers, but Y’s were so symmetrical sometimes it felt like a girl from hentai was riding me.

I had only met Y in my second year of college, so my sophomore year. I was playing hockey for my varsity at this point, don’t ask me how I made my college team because I literally went in with zero experience, got dared to go for the trials and somehow made it. in fairness they didn't start me immediately and i had to wait a while before i debuted. Hockey is probably one of the least popular sports in sg so it’s still a useless skill to have today, but over where I studied it was big. Not only did it help me to keep fit, but it also boosted my social reputation and I was able to join a lot of frat kinda social clubs where if I’m being honest it was just a bunch of guys trying to get laid all the time. So a few of the blokes and I were at a house party trying to get laid when we bumped into the female volleyball team, and I knew this girl called Ruby as I was hooking up with A and she was Ruby’s friend. We started chatting and I remarked that A hadn't given me any action in a while..

Ruby was like hmm I can help you out, any girls here you like? On hindsight I should have hit on her, I mean R was also quite hot, she was mixed filipina with a lot of Eurocentric features, while I didn’t really like white girls Eurasians were literally a completely different breed. I guess I was afraid of ruining things with A as the two of them were quite closed. But then I noticed this girl with pigtails who had attracted the attention of two of my teammates, and she was clearly quite the hot stuff when the star jocks of my team were trying to chat her up. I whispered to Ruby that this girl was attractive, and she was such a solid wingman, she not only went over to introduce Yasmine to me, she also took the two guys away (or maybe she actl wanted to fuck them as well, they definitely didn’t complain although I would bring Yasmine as a +1 to our social events later on).

Yasmine was a freshman who had only just made the team, but being a volleyball player she wasn’t that tall, she was still taller than me in heels, but I wasn’t exactly Yao Ming either. She had fucking eraser boobs and even when she wore baggy clothing her chest is probably one of the main things a guy will notice. Man those things were something else in bed, but before I get to that part. I got to know her better as I offered to pour her a drink, then I asked her out on a date at the end of the night and she agreed to it. Later on she told me we should have just hooked up that night because it would have made no difference to our relationship. Sure enough, the date wasn’t fucking horrible but it was quite clear we couldn’t be boyfriend girlfriend when the highlight was my zipper trying not to burst because my dick wanted very badly to come out and go inside of her. We both felt like the chemistry was there and there was some attraction, but I guess our backgrounds were a bit too different so there was a distinct lack of shared experiences which both of us valued in a relationship.

In life, you can never have everything. Yasmine was beautiful and intelligent, she had basically earned her country's version of a scholarship which gave her a grant for college and paid for most of her expenses, although college tuition was still insane and her parents had to make ends meet to fund her lifestyle. The one thing that Yasmine truly lacked was financial security, even when her parents' business took off and she was actually a lot more comfortable than the working class type, she always had this immigrant/refugee chip in her shoulder and would harp at nothing to get richer. That's why I'm not surprised at all to find out that she has onlyfans now and while I don't pay for this kind of stuff, i tried snooping around to see if anyone got leak any of her stuff.

Honestly i don't even remember too much of what we chatted about, because it turned out we wanted very different things from a relationship. but we still did work out as friends, and as fwbs. that night at my friend's house and on our date, she talked mostly about her family, her aspirations and her friends, shared a bit about the struggles of making friends as a middle eastern girl encountering racism and islamophobia, that a lot of the guys only treated her as a fetish (hmm..)

She noticed on the date I was staring at her boobs multiple times, and when we later had sex she called me out on it, saying that men only want to use women for sex, but she appreciated that i had bothered to ask her out on a date first. romance isn't dead, i told her after i finished. Y was honestly a very chill person, if we had not wanted different things we could have worked out. for example, she was very cool with me having other fbs such as X, with the caveat that since we were each other's 'main', i should tell her everytime i hook up with someone, who it was, and ask her for permission if its not a ons, like i am going to have an arrangement with someone else. besides this we also tested quite regularly during our on off fwb during my remaining 3 years in college. i had to break it off a couple of times because i started a relationship, but on the other hand she never seemed to be able to find someone, which is weird given half of my team tried to hit on her at one point.

Y: Well thanks, this was lovely
B: Let's go back to mine?
Y: Are you usually this direct?
B: Huh? I meant like, usually after a date I would invite them to come over to mine to watch a movie or something?
Y: Oh like netflix and chill? And they don't mind?
B: Forgive me I wasn't trying to insinuate anything there, please don't feel pressured if you don't feel comfortable coming back to mine, we can always hang out elsewhere, it's just still quite early and I've had a good time

I was definitely insinuating something, and I had a good time certainly all right, she was wearing a cut blouse and the top part was lacey, might as well have been fucking see through because her Cs/Ds were threatening to burst out of them any minute. Y also had a gorgeous face but i was like subconsciously doing the triangle with her the whole time looking at these 3 pretty things in front of me.

Y: No...it's not that. Nvm, I'll explain later

She later told me that ever since high school, she's always felt like guys around her just used her for sex. she didn't like the idea of being used like an object and then discarded, and her first boyfriend had basically dumped her after taking her virginity, so she probably had some trauma from that. i was honestly quite surprised at what an open book she was, but i just reassured her and said the usual stuff like you know oh im here to listen, think positive about yourself, blah blah blah, but she said she felt comfortable enough with me and really appreciated that i had tried to get to know her as a person before making a move on her. the moment we reached her place i couldn't keep my hands to myself and it went from.

1. at the restaurant - arm around her waist while walking
2. reaching back my place in the cab - light holding of hands
3. back in my building - feeling her up, she had a fantastic ass, i have no idea how these middle eastern girls have like latina kind of curves
4. back in my living room - full on make out session

The sex was good but nothing special, honestly it wasn't that super memorable as our first time. All I recall is that there was some mishaps (as mishaps do tend to happen quite a bit during sex) which involved me stubbing my toe and going ow ow ow. she wanted to keep seeing me after that night though, i later found out that she was really satisfied with the level of aftercare i provided her and i gave her a sense of security in my room which she craved. we started an arrangement where we would meet up at least once weekly, it was usually my place but sometimes hers. i didn't really like her roommates as they were a bunch of druggies.

not too shortly after this started, she once showed up at my place wearing glasses which made her look kinda cute and she asked me "do i look like mia khalifa?" and i was like who the fuck is that. a quick google search and i was blasting her videos on my LCD screen while also railing Y on the sofa. i didn't live alone but at this point my housemates were all the otaku type and they preferred to stay in their rooms, occassionally 1 or 2 times when i had a girl over and we were um, busy, they would not say anything and pretend they didn't see and just walk straight past to the kitchen or to the door. it started to be some type of thrill and especially with Y, where most of the sex she had before me was ONS and pretty vanilla a f, she really explored this voyeurism kink with me and sometimes we would do it in a church graveyard near our school lodging or in a nearby parking lot. for some reason, Y wasn't super tight. I'm not complaining here because the sex was still really good when you have a mia khalifa (now i know who she is) lookalike riding you at least once a week but given her age, she wasn't as tight as one would expect. I later attributed this to her diet, as Y wasn't very healthy and i found out later she was anorexic, which started my unhealthy obsession with dating anorexic girls, just like how my experiences with A and X had slowly shaped my type of girls to the emotionally unavailable ones.

Y's blowjobs honestly weren't very good either, and she wore braces until the last year of college (her junior/penultimate, but i was in the year above). Wow when she took them off, what a huge difference it made to the quality of our sex. even when she was biting me i fucking felt the difference. i think girls with braces can kiss and blow well, but it takes more skill than without for sure, so you'd end up with some extrapolated results whereas i think without the level is usually more consistent. But then again at this point I was still getting semi regular bjs from A, and that irl sex doll had, to date, quite possibly the best Singaporean mouth my cock has ever had the privilege of being wrapped around by.

I've always had emotional issues with navigating relationships, even if they were fwbs or even fbs. To me the main difference is that fbs you can just fuck and go, fuck and go. If need some level of aftercare and tlc afterwards, its fwb already. fbs usually will ejaculate then evacuate (as me the guy) or cum insider her than call an uber or whichever variation of the wham bam thank you maam rhetoric. for fwbs we are actually friends, so sometimes we will get involved in each other's personal lives and sometimes i struggle with drawing the distinction between caring/feeling too much for them. I think with Y, we both always kind of knew that not only were we not compatible in a relationship, but also our fwb would die out once I graduated and returned back to sg for good. still, i couldn't help but feel that she caught feelings for me, as every time i told her i was fucking someone new, although she was cool with it on the surface, i would notice she would put in more effort into pleasing me in bed. maybe this is just my ego talking, but i was so sure of this i started deliberately hooking up more in a bid to make her jealous and see how far she could go. the answer - not very far, we reached like anal, but i wasn't able to get her to do all the super degrading stuff my degenerate ass is into.

[boiboi97]

As I mentioned earlier, my relationship with Yasmine was pretty chill and there was close to zero drama. It was probably my most wholesome fwb situation while I was younger, and even healthier than some of the relationships I got myself into. This was largely due to the fact that Y was a very non-confrontational person, but not to the point that she would bottle stuff up. She would still talk to me about any issues, but i think the difference is she knew when the issues were important enough, and the more trivial ones she swept under, which made our relationship a lot more chill and conflict free. for a lot of my relationships we would have sex after arguing, but with Y it was more like, she would start talking to me about her day...and then after a bit of a deeper chat, i would be deeper in her within minutes. actually, that kinda sounds like what a healthy relationship should look like, communication, sex and boundaries. unfortunately i found with most relationships, there are expectations, and this is probably the difference. if Y had more expectations from me in terms of what i could provide her such as stability and longevity of our relationship, it would definitely have been frought with more problems. part of what kept our fwb really chill was that she was only after two things from me - sex and the care i provided, which she accepted was short term and only as far reaching as platonic, although i admit that for the goal of pussy i did go a bit above and beyond what i would do for normal friends of mine. I mean, sometimes when the little bird takes over. Y was hot as hell. She had the body of a pornstar, okay maybe her chest wasn't super huge like those JAV idol and all, but it was still bigger than most of the girls on campus. I wasn't in sg anymore where the biggest naturals you see are like Bs and maybe Cs. in school they were all like Cs on average. but although her cup was technically D, they looked really huge in comparison to the others i've seen, and there were some Double Ds on campus. idk im not a breast expert. although i am a breasts lover. maybe i've just not seen a lot of breasts up close and personal. If X had a ravishing body sculpted by the Gods themselves, Y had super good genes and she kept fit mostly through playing sports, meaning she had abs and a very nice tight body, a huge turn on for me. her face was more like this with makeup, which she had on basically all the time.

yes, she was fucking pretty. she would only take off her makeup when she was about to sleep, and since a lot of our action took place after bed, i would describe her as still being absolutely gorgeous without makeup. her features were more or less still the same, just not as accentuated without the makeup. she was also quite smart, so im really not sure why my attraction to her was purely physical, and while I would say I did care about her as a friend. now looking back, i was a lucky bastard for having the chance to get to experience that. maybe i should call her before i get married.. with all that being said. I never really saw her as a soulmate even though we definitely did a lot of covalent bonding and shared a lot of fluids with one another.

as she was quite the hot stuff and a lot of my friends had their eye on her, i loved to bring her as a +1, not just as a bragging rights thing but also because she was just genuinely fun to be with and as an added bonus she helped to boost my social standing quite greatly. she was great at socialising, like me, she admitted to disliking most of the people we had to interact with on a daily basis, but was just really good at faking it until she made it - becoming their friend, gaining their trust and being able to benefit from their connections, however, the main difference was that when i dislike people, i just avoid them and try to avoid talking to them. having Y around helped to bring me out of my introverted cage, and i guess having my arm around a gorgeous bombshell also did wonders for my confidence. i did wonder if A ever got jealous when i first started banging Y, but she seemed quite cool with it. If A really did have feelings for me, I would have expected her to at least feel jealous or protective over me, as the girls I've dated tend to act like that, but I guess people can be different. or maybe she never liked me more than a fwb. i guess i'll never really know.

I have always felt that sometimes fantasizing about fucking a pretty girl is always better than actually fucking a pretty girl. my best fucks were not always with the prettiest, and maybe when girls are very hot they feel like they can do less in bed. whatever the variance, i do think that it is up to your personal chemistry, kinks and the like. With Y, the sex was above average, but despite her wonderful body and being probably the hottest girl i have ever bedded consistently (If I had to give personal ratings just in terms of looks, I don't have the best tastes in rating women, but I would personally based on my likes and dislikes give Y a 9/10 and X a 8 or 8.5/10. I would say most guys would find X and Y very attractive. But are there more attractive girls out there? cfm will have one. but just because a girl is attractive doesn't mean you will have great sex with them. im sure some of you can relate. I usually will not sleep with anyone below 6/10 on my scale as looks are very important to me. but that doesn't mean a 4 or 5 cannot get me hard, if they know how to push my buttons, we can still have really powerful chemistry and in turn a good time in the bedroom together. anyway, remember how I said Ruby was a really solid wingwoman, helping me to get laid with Y and how happy (or more like being pleasured by) that made me? Well, Y was also a fantastic wingwoman.

Every year we would have these varsity award ceremonies, but because there were a lot of collegiate sports, it was usually broken down based on sport. i had already been to the volleyball dinner as Y's date but the hockey one was kind of a bigger deal. it was more grand, and there would be more people present as it was a sport with richer history at my school. anyway, we sit around a table and already people are complimenting my date, being like wow dude you must be so lucky if you are hitting that. i get this quite a lot, a lot of guys like to say i am punching above my weight class, i like to think i am fucking more than i can chew. anyway there was another fresh girl on the female hockey team, let's call her Emily, and she was this cute girl who was very passionate about hockey, and would often join the men's team for training. we did have this 1 day of the week where we would mix the teams, even though we didn't compete together it did a lot for team morale and. how do i put this. i guess sex is always a motivation in sport. maybe like up to 40% of the guys are in varsity because they love the game. at least 60% there are mostly for the sex. it's not much of a secret, and even as much as you can love the sport most athletes at the end of the day, well i'm talking about college athletes i interacted with at least, they're only there because they know they can find other athletes who are as hot as them. superficial as fuck, but sadly very much a reality. i would say only less than a handful (probably 5% abstained from the sex) even the religious type quote verse quote bible all you would find them in the club making out with an athlete from another team, sometimes even the same sport. I had noticed Emily when she had first started to join the training sessions, and as i was already a sophomore i was kind of her senior in terms of the pecking order. they had tied me to her during one of our social events but despite talking to her for the whole evening she went home with another one of my teammates instead; i was quite sad about this as this was before I met Y, so I pretty much only had A at that point. So Emily is seated at the table next to ours, she has brought a date called Andy, a football player. Andy was big and burly, buff guy, while in comparison I was quite scrawny. I was by no means paper thin or like a satay stick, but size wise it wasn't really much of a comparison. This didn't really intimidate me though as most of the players on my team were equally as big if not bigger, so I was quite used to being surrounded by guys of a larger stature. I am just trying to paint the optics of this scene to set some context. I felt like there was some unresolved business with E so I went up to her.

B: hey emily, how's your evening
E: fine. wow your date is really hot
Y(overhearing): I'm his elo booster (in reference to a video game). I'm here to increase his matchmaking rating (chances, essentially) so that he can find a hotter match. when other girls see the hot date that he's with they will also think, wow, i am hot, i am also going to talk to this guy.
E: hahahah you play league? (video game)
Y: yeah, boiboi is really good at it too
E (eyeing me suddenly, almost as if her opinion of me has suddenly changed): wow you two must have a lot of fun playing it together
B: huh, what do you mean
E: I guess what im saying is that you two look really great together as a couple. i've not seen you before, are you also on varsity?
Y: Yeah I play vball. but look. we're not a couple, we're just friends.
B: friends who hook up
Y (frowning at me): all I am saying girl, is that I am perfectly fine if you want to bang him as well. im not the jealous type and we are not in a committed relationship.
E: hmm, what makes you think that I am fine with it just because you are fine with it?
Y: Well it's your choice

Y pulls me back to our table.
B: wow what was that about
Y: your fuck buddy trying to get you a new fuck buddy
B: what is this, i thought we were friends. is this how you're breaking up with me?
Y: no I'm sharing you with others, sharing the joy. and i guess you're right. we're more than fuck buddies. we're actual buddies, that fuck sometimes.
B: i think you mean fwb...
Y: yeah, whatever
B: i don't know why, but im incredibly turned on, not sure if its your dress or the fact that you just did me a solid
Y: yeah as a girl i can tell you, she's 100% interested. what's her name?
B: Emily.
Y: yeah i'll bet a tenner on it. emily wants you.
B: i wouldn't be too sure about that. the last time we were tied she left me with blue balls for Jack (another guy on my team)
Y: oh THE Jack!! (she has had, 'encounters' with Jack) before

fuckk, now that I think about it, Y was legitimately the best fwb i could ever dream of. this was maybe like 3-4 months into our relationship, but even though we agreed to have other partners, she was really 'loyal' to me in the sense that every time she was craving a dick appointment, i was her go to, whereas i was still trying new samples every week in week out. it was only when i had to break things off with her to go steady in my relationships did i ever hear her talking about sleeping with other guys. or maybe when we were together, she didn't want to give off the impression that she was getting it from somewhere else. maybe she knew how to boost my confidence. i don't know the actual reality behind this. what i do realise now is that while i never cheated, my relationships probably were quite difficult to work when i was still hanging out with Y quite often, and while I insisted we didn't do any hanky panky when i was attached, we would still tease each other a lot and i would have to stop myself from going further. routines like netflix and chill do feel very weird when you aren't grinding each other halfway through yet another episode of friends. but i guess old habits do die hard.

Y: if you seem so sure Emily isn't into you, take the wager then
B: yeah, I'll do 20 and anal (anal was an inside joke, I will explain this later)
Y: ...I'll take it without the anal. thanks.
Y: wait. Fuck you! You bastard! Both ways you're going to win something
B (laughing): you're the one that suggested this
Y: oh yeah. anyway, just get her number okay?
B: I already have it. from the last time.
Y: okay send her a text, ask her out or something.
B: wow are you like my fwb or my mom, why are you trying to set me up so hard
Y: why can't i be both? I care about you enough to want to see you find your happiness. enjoying sex with you is a completely different matter
B: i don't think my girlfriend will see it that way. speaking of sex...are you horny?
Y: is water wet?
B: technically n-
Y: shut up. yes.
B: you've been an excellent date - wingman and fuck (we had a quickie earlier)
Y: so later tonight I will get a reward?

I didn't have to answer. Y knew how much I wanted her during our time together. I also appreciated her, because as a friend, not only did she take care of my physical needs, but also emotionally we tried to be there for each other whenever they needed it. really writing this i have felt quite a bit of catharsis, because i know my feelings for her were valid, but we also never committed to being in a real relationship because our different outlook in life would have shattered whatever expectations the relationship could have before it ever started.

That night, I promised Y a reward in bed, but no it wasn't something cheesy like my dick as a gift. we had previously tried anal, after she was curious about it as she had never tried but it wasn't really my thing. after i had jokingly suggested it 2-3 times she actually took it seriously and during a social, we both got drunk and as my +1 she declared to my teammates that we were going to do anal that night. one of my teammates, Vincent, was like, oh wow boiboi, enjoy Y's hole tonight. Y then said boldly "we didn't say whose hole! boiboi is getting pegged tonight!" and before long, the entire team was chanting , boiboi is getting pegged tonight, boiboi is getting pegged tonight. i was quite wasted but it was still damn embarrassing, when we got back to my horror, Y said she was being completely serious and wanted to try pegging. she asked if i would mind if she wore a strap-on. what the fuck. i immediately told her no, we are not doing that.

Y: what if you gave it to me as a reward or something
B: ....no. It's not that im homophobic or anything, im just not comfortable with the idea of something big up my ass. but if it was your tongue...i would be okay with that
I could tell Y was hesitated. man, this girl and i started with the most vanilla of sex but she was getting kinkier every week. while it wasn't really the fetish and degen stuff that we were trying out (such as me wanting her to wear a cop uniform, she was quite an anti-establishment, anti-police kind of person) or letting me fuck her roleplaying as the cop, but she was more open to trying new things in bed like experimenting with food, bdsm - the mild kind like involving cuffs, ropeplay etc.
Y: I'm not sure how I feel about licking your butthole.
B: lol, it's like when i eat you out. your body fluids also come out of there right?
Y: but i wash it
B: well I wash my ass too
Y looked like she had an epiphany, for context, westerners really don't wash their ass, so as disgusting as this is to say, the concept of my ass being clean enough to get rimmed was actually an alien concept for Y. pretty grim, considering she literally comes from the place where people only use bidets for religious reasons (and hygiene imo), but she doesn't really remember anything from her homeland and spent most of her life overseas in the west.
Y: I will consider it
IF this was A, because we had a similar conversation once, it would have went
A: I will consider your proposition.

fuck man, i really love the fact that Y was very much a normal person with normal social skills. A was a great fuck, but sometimes she and X are so unsocially calibrated they weird me the fuck out (which is ok) and proceed to weird the fuck out of everyone else (bad, because people will think that i am fucking crazy (the action) and in turn, am fucking crazy (the adjective).

so yeah, the reward after the awards dinner was that Y would get to perform AR on me. quite anticlimatic i know sorry. not only to mention, but also that it was more like a reward for me, because an AR feels so fucking good man. i respect that it's not everyone's cup of tea, but for me a good AR can really send me to heaven and back twelve times over.

I tried to frame it like I was 'giving up my butt virginity' for her, but like I said earlier, Y is quite smart. she had already done her due diligence from before and knew that i was in a win-win situation here. still, i guess she was in a good mood, as although she was usually compliant in bed and her hard boundaries were not things i would ask her to do anyway, there was a spring in her step that night and she felt more energetic than usual (kind of like when i noticed her efforts went up when i was with someone new).

[boiboi97]

taking a break, will update soon enough once people can catch up

[Laolucas]

Great writing bro!

[otawara]

Nice story bro, support