Haven't visited this site in long time, but want to post update anyway
heart really hurt. after big fight, she said don't wanna see me anymore. like crazy guy, I keep texting and calling her. so she blocked me.
still trying to fuck other girls to forget, but jiji die now and can't stay erect during sex because keep thinking about her. ai..
need to take a break from cheonging for long time I think. just focus on career and family now. parents want me marry soon
I guess I will be a good son and try to marry nice girl and see what happens. maybe when I am older and bored of married life, I will return again. but right now, hurts too much so it's affecting my sex drive.